Moving on

Just to make an announcement here : I'm heading to Uni next week!

I wasn't really prepared but I am really really excited about this.
Paranoia begins when I start to ask myself "Will I survive Uni?" sigh.
I don't wanna brag too much about me being fussy and all that. I am just too.... paranoid? I need to get this outta my head. Fast!

So I'll be leaving early next week. I'll miss my family, friends and my bed!
I told mom I wanna bring my lil' bolster there. Mom showed her disgusted face and said "so big still want that small bolster!". But my grandma was soo supportive :D She said it's an acceptable habit. It's better to bring than not to sleep well at night :D
And now I'm wondering how to sneak it in to my luggage. Sigh. Maybe i'll get a smaller pillow instead. It's hard to ditch a habit away especially when it followed you for almost 19 years! :(

Anyways, I am having insomnia every night. I can wake up all of a sudden in the middle of the night and ask mom about things. She find it weird and she always gave that "one-eyebrow-raised-up-with-lip-slanted-on-one-side" face. Hmm. I guess I am thinking too much. I really need to get this outta my head (did I say it again? oh well)

So, I've started to sort things out in my room. Pack what I should pack and leave what should be left. It wasn't easy. Sis and I been sharing a lot of stuffs and I find it hard to divide the stuffs into half. Like cutting "leggings" into half or t-shirts into half. sigh. So we had to make a deal. I always allow her to choose what she wants first. (What a goooood sister huh :P)

But then, I'll talk to her about me wanting what she has chosen. HAHA. then we'll have to sort it out in the end. hahaha

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One thing I was really happy was I got to see my girls again before I leave. (Except Sam who is sooooooooo busy celebrating her colorful result in KL now. haha!) They are suppose to leave to the UK soon. So I might not be seeing them for years or 1 year minimum. Sigh. I'm gonna miss them so much. Andy who is leaving to Canada & Edbert to UK dropped by too! && Ivan of course who will be annoyed by me for the rest of 2 years in West Msia. :P (You said you're gonna help me... so I am gonna make you help me! haha. thank you lovely Ivan! :P)

We had Japanese and we catch up on our courses and life! We had such an unexpected great time together :) Teasing and making fun of each other. It was like back in highschool where Andy and Ivan always drop by at our tables and sit and chit chat non-stop about everything! I miss all of u man... :( Well, life goes on and we still have a lot to go through.

Here are some wonderful pictures of us

Salmon Pizza

Muahahah! Caught Esther off guard for the first time!

Aww...So sweet. Yellow = International gay color? haha!

Chua couldn't resist. Haha!

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Chen Nam dropped by for dinner at my place last night. Yes, he is back! hehe. We didn't take much picture though. Then, we online on Msn and we took some photos through webcam haha.

I'm gonna miss you lil' brother! hehe

Well, everyone is moving on and so do I.
This chapter of my life has finally ended with good and bad memories.
And soon.... the start of a new chapter.
A challenging yet an eye-opening one with more good & bad times waiting to be filled in.
I shall take the road.... with a range of optimisms. Hehe.


Shereen W.